it's not the end of the world

But I'm just so hard on myself that it feels like it.

I set my standards up so high, that I couldn't even reach it.

I feel let down, and it's not that I don't try, I do, I really do.

I'm very disappointed in myself.

I just hope that I could improve, but I've been hoping that for the last month.

And I haven't given myself any leverage.

It's so easy just to give up and sometimes I want to, but I know better not to.

I haven't given up yet, and I don't want to.

Oi, optimism... I guess...